I am not a spiritual or overly religious person, but I do like to think there are entities that are watching over us. I don’t mean like ghosts or anything like that. But maybe our loved ones that have passed on. Can I confirm the existence of angels, God, or spirits? No…but that doesn’t mean I don’t have hope. I have been through one or two experiences where I should not have made it out alive. I had open heart surgery when I was 4 months old and actually flat-lined on the operating table, according to my mom. But a chest scar and pacemaker later, here I am…alive and well. I really do think someone or something was watching over me, and maybe still is. Again, I am not trying to prove anything. I shouldn’t have to. But I do think it damn near impossible that we are the only lifeforms out there. I sound like a conspiracy theorist, but who’s to say nothing happens when we pass on? I think love is eternal and forever. So maybe we have loved ones looking after us from Heaven…if Heaven exists. I’m not dead, so I can’t tell you if Heaven exists or not. I like to think it does. It’s a nice thought…eternal paradise surrounded by your loved ones. But again, I am not 100% sure. When I die and if Heaven exists, I’ll blog about it to let you know how nice it is. I feel comforted thinking that the people and maybe even pets that I have lost in my life are still with me and protecting me. It is funny I think so dubiously or hesitantly about an afterlife and dead people looking after and over us. My grandfather was very religious and he helped raise me. Not to mention the fact I went to a Catholic school all my life. But I am entitled to my own views and opinions. I am optimistic that there is something else apart from this life, but once again cannot be certain. So I want to hear from you. Do you think there are guardian angels looking over us and if so who or what do you think they might be? Thanks for reading and per usual, feel free to comment!


Author: AuTom Spectrum Blog

I have Autism and am a self-advocate and public speaker. On the side I do stand-up comedy. I live in Baltimore County and have an AMAZING girlfriend

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